projectsixtyone

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“Euphoria”

I am in a different level of happiness, different level of fulfillment. My Project61 is now on its end. I just want to take this opportunity to thank you all for supporting my project. Every “like” you gave me meant so much more than just a heart. Every “reblog” you did gave me a great feeling of appreciation. I will forever be grateful for all of you. I love you all. Seriously. :’)

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“Behind the Lens”

This is one thing I will love and hate if I become a real photographer. I will be happy because I get to take good shots. But on the other hand, I am always behind the lens. I capture memories but I am always not in the picture. That is why sometimes, I feel a bit sad when I see group pictures being taken, and the “other” friend is abused by letting him take pictures of them continuously. I can totally relate. Then after taking pictures, you go back to your sit, and suddenly, you wonder, why am I here, am I a part of the group? It’s just too embarassing to admit that to yourself. That’s why I appreciate some of my friends who try to save my when I’m caught up in the same scenario that is still happening until now. On the other hand, some people just want to capture every moment for other people because the happiness of other people, is their happiness too. So they don’t have to be in the picture, because what’s important is, They are in the moment.

I chose these cameras for today because I wanted to thank them and say sorry for abusing them. I guess the camera I’ve been using for this project has been tired, and bruised. Now that this project is ending, it can finally get the rest it deserves.

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“Gold Text on Black Top”

This is one of my most unforgettable nights of my life. It was tiring but fun. At first, everyone was just chilling out and looking around then, when the DJ hyped up the music, people started to wave their hands up and sway their heads. It was a bit awkward at first but as the music plays, eventually, everyone’s moods were now set. Party mood!

It was like everyone was possesed, dancing and jumping. I was really hyped up! I was dancing so hard I even bump people with my hips and elbows, haha. Having eye-to-eye with someone while drinking was a different feeling. It felt like you want to meet the person and be friends or just.. Haha. I kept looking on someone’s eyes and I just felt happy they’re looking at me too. So this was the life of a party person. It feels like there are a lot of people like you who just wanna escape and just drink, and dance. I just kept looking at the lights and feel the music when I got tired.

Our feet were aching after almost 4 hours standing and dancing, we wanted to go home. I just had my last sip of vodka then we left, but then I entered again and I searched for my eyemate(?). Was busy so I left. Anyways, we’ll see each other again, someday.

When we got out of The Mansion, we cannot hear each other clearly maybe because the super loud sounds inside the club affected our hearing and. We were really tired. Some of us even took their shoes off because their feet ached. I immediately had a hot shower when we got back the villa. My clothes smelled like smoke, uh. I should be sleeping early because my mom will fetch me but who can resist late night chats with drunk friends especially when they share secrets?

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“Hold On”

And trust your heart even though there are a lot of things that stop you. It may be a long long road walking alone in barefoot but trust me, things will get better, things will get better.

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“Unprepared”

This is yet another day where we overslept, and woke up late. Then we were told to dress up. We really had to ove fast that we didn’t even have the chance to take a bath so we just changed our clothes. We headed to Marquee mall to watch a movie. We first grabbed some pizza from Yellow Cab. Wrong timing! My teeth hurt. But I still managed to finish eating a slice using my tongue. So I had to remove some pepperonis, the part I loved in a pizza. I hate it. These braces are killing me.

Before entering the cinema, we bought some white cheddar cheese flavored popcorn. Then the movie started in a bit. Prince of Persia was really great! Everything was just awesome. Someday I’ll find something like the dagger, something to protect, haha. These movies make me want to study how to use a certain weapon. Sometimes, I wanna be a hero, too.

Later that night, we went to Cinco de Mayo and had some quesadillas and Strawberry Daiquiris. We also tried the Monster Overload from Cookbook Kitchen. Everyone was already full but as they always say, there is always a room for desserts.

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“Midnight Snacks”

These are what I always miss whenever I’m with my cousins. Everytime we’re together in one house, this is what we enjoy doing. I miss those nights when we eat m&m’s with milk in our hands and we all have sunburn, I miss those nights when we make pancakes and a lot of crepes and tonight, we ate a chocolate cake that was supposed to be brownies. Then we decided to make another cake. Luckily, my cousins had some cake mix from Starbucks, a cappucino flavored cake. We just followed the very short instruction to make the cake. While waiting, the also made some coffee jelly and we had some cookies and cream and coffee crumble flavored ice cream. When the cake was ready, it did not turn out the way we expected. It did not have much flavor and it didn’t look like a cake but it looked like a giant donut without a hole in it. So we just ate ¼ of it and resumed watching The Orphan.

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”Escapar”

My sister woke me up early today telling me dad was outside. So we left the villa and got back home. I got my braces in the afternoon and yeah, they hurt like hell. It feels like your teeth are being pulled together. I was so hungry I ate a pandesal using my tongue. It was really really hard to eat. One of my brackets even gave up. Tsh.

That night, we went to my aunt’s Mexican resto, Cinco de Mayo with my cousins and my siblings. I was happy I took some pain killers so I was able to eat, a lot! Using my a tooth on my upper teeth and a tooth on the lower. They said it was the first time they’ve seen someone who just had braces and was able to eat a lot. Well, I’m different, haha.

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“1003”

Goodbye, Tarlac! It was past noon when we reached home and we had to pack-up again for a few minutes then we went to Holiday Inn. I can’t believe we were watching yet another horror movie, Sigaw. A few minutes after my aunt left, my other cousins arrived and brought something to eat for lunch. We proceeded to the pool area and we were almost complete! We played volleyball and Frisbee at the pool. We were really really noisy. When we got back the villa, I immediately grabbed a pandesal and a jar of peanut buter. I was really really hungry. I fell asleep instantly because of exhaustion and because the air conditioner was facing directly at me.

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“Crazies”

We were supposed to play Frisbee today but all of us overslept so we just ended up throwing water ballons to each other and to the sky and letting them crash down get us all wet. Then we decided to take a bath in the garden near the court and we played basketball while splashing each other with the water hose. Later that night, we were downstairs and heard some screams from upstairs. The screams were from my two cousins. They were just playing hotel626 pala. They even took a video of theirselves screaming and we laughed about it, repeating it the whole night. It was priceless. Then we watched crazies where the antagonists were zombie-like. I guess we’ve been having our daily dose of horror lately. I wonder if I can sleep alone when we get back home!